Life. What do we achieve? I mean.. What are we, other than a bunch of humans scarmbling round the earth trying to find a purpose. So what if we never find out purpose? Does anyone who lives really make a difference, if you don’t make your name stand through out history like Einstein or that guy who created electricity?
Life is a complicated thing. We have our ups, we have our downs. I am not really sure if I have any in between moments. Some people might, but I don’t. I am always either real happy or real sad. Which sucks. I wish I had a medium.
Relationships make things even more complicated. Everyone spends their life hoping to find that someone special who they will ‘spend eternity with’. But like, does anyone ever actually find the one? Or does everyone just settle for someone who they think cuts close? It makes me wonder how many people can honest to god look at their partner and think ‘Wow, he is perfect for me in every single way’.
Because that is what ‘the one’ is. Not being perfect, but being perfect for yourself.
What pisses me off the most, is the fact that most guys will go round fucking girls before they even get to know them. I mean, they will just walk up to a girl, 90% of the time pretend to get to know her, have sex with her, then decide to never see the girl again.
Now don’t you think that is a little fucked up?
I mean like, that girl could be so amazing. So beautiful. Such a gorgeous girl, inside and out… But all she was to that guy was a good root. I think that is just low.
As girls, we seem to think we can change a guys mind. When the truth is, we can’t. The guy goes into the relationship knowing perfectly well what he wants and how he is going to get it. I have seen it happen, as well as have it happen to myself.
Everyone goes into a relationship with a view on what they want. Which is why before entering a relationship, the couple should have a chat about what each other wants. This way, both parties can be clear on what is going to come of the relationship.
If the girl wants something meaningful and the guy just wants sex, or vice versa, these things should come out at the beginning so that everyone is clear on what everyone wants.. That way, no one is at risk of getting hurt later on. It just makes sense…
So at the end of the day… Life… Is complicated…
But I suppose if you live it to it’s fullest, never regret any decissions and learn from all your mistakes… You will be fine.
Love like there is no tomorrow, party like a rock star and laugh till you lose 10 kilos :)
- Life’s Journey
The way I feel for you amazes me daily. I have never loved before, not like this. Even after all this time, whenever I see you or talk to you, my heart still skips a beat. It is so comforting, to look in your eyes to find you looking at me, and somehow I know what you are thinking. This is a magical bond we share, and I treasure it in my heart.
For me, there is no control, not when it comes to how I feel about you. You are the world to me baby, and my world is brighter, since our paths have crossed.
As we travel on our journey, hand-in-hand, there is no obstacle we can not get past. With you, I am strong. With you, I am happy. With you, life is good. I love you and want you beside me, always.
No matter how much I say I will never do something again, I do it anyway… No matter how much I say I won’t trust so easily, I always do it…
Have you ever met someone? Someone who you just click so well with, it just feels like you put with that person because of fate? Whether it be a friend. That friend who you think was meant to meet you, meant to stand by you through thick and thin.. That one friend who you think could be your long lost family. The one who you feel is just… Extra ordinary.
Then one of you fucks shit up. You fuck shit up so bad.. So bad that there is no going back. Whether you tell a lie, with one slip of the tongue you let their secret loose something stupidly ricidulous. Something you promised both yourself, and your friend you would never do….
It sucks hey. But everyone does it. Everyone is eventually that stupid person who fucks shit up so bad that they can’t turn back time no matter how hard they cry, no matter how much they pray to God, to matter how long they stay awake at night hoping that they will get that text on their phone saying that everything is okay.
It’s like a disease really. Let’s call it ‘Stupid Disease’.
The kind of disease that everyone knows they have, but no one talks about it. The more your mouth moves, the more that you fuck up..
Maybe if we stop talking, it won’t happen anymore…?
But this stupid disease, it lives inside of everyone. Everyone has stupid disease, whether they know it or not, everyone has it. Stupid disease is just waiting for the right time to show it’s true colours. Unfortunately, there is no known cure to Stupid Disease. We all just have to deal with it from the moment we realise we have it.
Pretty stupid huh?
So, I think no matter how hard you try to be a good person, karma will always bite you in the ass. Maybe not even karma. Maybe, fate just thinks it is funny to screw us round, who knows? But like.. As of a few years ago, I started living by the rule of ‘Always treat people how you’d like to be treated’.
Now honestly. Is that so hard?
If I was to have a boyfriend, I would expect them to be loyal. There is a difference between having girl mates who are mates, and having girl mates who are in love with you and want your dick.
If my boyfriend ever had girls like that I would tell him and I would expect him to be man enough to say to those girls ‘Piss off, I have a Mrs’. But apparently some men just don’t care that much about their girlfriends, huh.
The same thing goes with friends though. A friend is someone who will stand by you no matter what you’re going through. Whether you’re in the best mood ever or down in the dumps, they should always stand by you. None of this ‘I can’t handle you right now’ bullshit. Ugh.
Anyway. Just thought I would give you guys a little insight into my mind at the moment. I am a little ball of fury lately haha.